Well FML!!

Well, it's now week three of my weight loss journey and I have been failing miserably. It all started because I wanted to have a cheat day, a cheat day that I was only supposed to have once in the beginning of the month only. Well that cheat day turned into cheat days and it's all gone to shit! But it doesn't mean that I'm giving up, I haven't reverted all the way back, I still refuse to eat sugary sweets and refined carbs. But I do like wings and ranch sauce! And I accidentally devoured to sub sandwiches. And the list goes on but the only way that I'm going to fail is to quit. And I refuse to quit, not this year. There's so many people in my life that have seen me struggle with my weight and have absolutely no faith in me losing it. And I don't want to be one of those people anymore. I need to be the main one that believes in myself or else this shit is not going to work! It's now 3:15 in the morning and I am wide awake watching my 600 lb life. Projecting my anger towards myself towards the participants in the show. At least they have the balls to present their whole vulnerable jiggly world in front of everyone. Not that I don't admit I have a problem! Anyway I digress here I am babbling. Take care till next time.